don't just say Goodbye

i hold the cup to my trembling
lips and the Venom green scares me
i Fear drinking
the shimmering Poison
it is so beautiful, like You
i know it will Deceive me, too
tell me, show me You don’t Love me
actions speak louder than words, dearest Nightmare
watch me draw this picture and i’ll teach you a lesson
advanced painting for the broken HEARTed
drink the wine of your angel’s wrists
You just can't take spontaneity, trysts
say You never meant any of it
say it isn’t like it was yesterday
say You Hate me, say anything
You can’t just say Goodbye and leave
i’ll know You are lying, You Love me
if you mean it, kick me or shove me
make sure i know for certain that i’ll never
have a glimmer of Hope again for US
otherwise i’ll be waiting
i won’t leave till i know You are gone for good
turn Your head, close the door
scream my name, call me a Whore
don’t just say Goodbye
Hate me in the worst way
hand me a cup of the Poison You love
i’ll shed a tear and pray and take it
any way You want, i will
guns, knives, water, pills
don’t just say Goodbye
make me Hate You
make it EASY to go for good
make it Easy to bury myself
Easy for You to look in the mirror
Easy to live without any more Tears
don’t just say Goodbye
it leaves too much Hope
don’t just say Goodbye
it makes this too Hard
don’t just say Goodbye
stay, I love you
don’t just say Goodbye
toNIGHT she will Die